hello friends and family.

i just got back to cincinnati after a good thanksgiving. family is good. so good. i can't wait to see my mom and dad and brother and sister again and go sking. december 23rd... my aunt and uncle and their 5 kids (that i caravaned with to st. louis) live in marion, indiana. it's about 2 hours and 45 minutes from here. so that's good to know. that i have family so close that i can go see on the weekend or whatever.

today, while driving, i thought a lot about female companionship. i have no one in my sights but i am wishing i had a girlfriend right now. i know that's so lame and cheesy. whatever. it's just been a long time since i've even been out on a date with someone i'm interested in romantically. i think like a year and a half. beat that!

but i'm sure a lot of it stems from the fact that traveling for some reason makes it harder to make time for God and as a result i haven't spent much quality time with him over the break. that and the fact that i listened to matt wertz's new cd like 4 times today. i am weak. i need to spend some time with God. i need to be honest with him. i need to learn to be content in all circumstances. i need to trust him. help me God.